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|+ XO-IX - Cukuplah Sudah +| hati ini tak mungkin, jiwa ini tak mungkin baby baby cukuplah sudah antara aku dengan dirimu dimana janji manismu tuk diriku (ketika) sudah cukup untuk selamanya ku tak mau lagi come on yo baby baby cukuplah sudah antara aku dengan dirimu baby baby cukuplah sudah antara aku dengan dirimu
|+ A Lesson +| A young and successful executive was traveling down a neighborhood street, going a bit too fast in his new Jaguar. He was watching for kids darting out from between parked cars and slowed down when he thought he saw something. As his car passed, no children appeared. Instead, a brick smashed into the Jag's side door! He slammed on the brakes and backed the Jag back to the spot where the brick had been thrown. The angry driver then jumped out of the car, grabbed the nearest kid and pushed him up against a parked car shouting, "What the hell was that all about and who are you? Just what the hell are you doing? That's a new car and that brick you threw is going to cost a lot of money. Why did you do it?" The young boy was apologetic. "Please, mister...please, I'm sorry but didn't know what else to do," He pleaded. "I threw the brick because no one else would stop..." With tears dripping down his face and off his chin, the youth pointed to a spot just around a parked car. "It's my brother," he said. "He rolled off the curb and fell out of his wheelchair and I can't lift him up." Now sobbing, the boy asked the stunned executive, "Would you please help me get him back into his wheelchair? He's hurt and he's too heavy for me." Moved beyond words, the driver tried to swallow the rapidly swelling lump in his throat. He hurriedly lifted the handicapped boy back into the wheelchair, then took out his fancy handkerchief and dabbed at the fresh scrapes and cuts. A quick look told him everything was going to be okay. Thank you and may God bless you," the grateful child told the stranger. Too shook up for words, the man simply watched the boy push his wheelchair-bound brother down the sidewalk toward their home. It was a long, slow walk back to the Jaguar. The damage was very noticeable, but the driver never bothered to repair the dented side door. He kept the dent there to remind him of this message "Don't go through life so fast that someone has to throw a brick at you to get your attention!"
God whispers in our souls and speaks to our hearts. Sometimes when we don't have time to listen, He has to throw a brick at us. It's our choice.
|+ A Life Story +| A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life, and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it, and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose.
Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water. In the first pot, she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs and in the last, she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me what do you see?" "Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied. She brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they got soft. She then asked her to take the egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard-boiled egg. Finally, she asked her to smell and sip the coffee. The daughter smiled, as she smelled and tasted its rich aroma. The daughter then asked, "What's the point, mother?" Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity- boiling water-but each reacted differently. The carrot went in strong, hard and unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the boiling water, it softened and became weak. The egg had been fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior. But, after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened. The ground coffee beans were unique, however. After they were in the boiling water they had changed the water. "Which are you?" she asked her daughter. "When trials and adversity knock on your door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg, or a coffee bean?" Think of this: Which am I? Am I the carrot that seems strong, but filled with pain and adversity, do I wilt and become soft and lose my strength? Am I the egg that starts with a passive heart, but changes with the heat? Do I have a fluid spirit, but after a death of a loved one, a financial hardship or some other trials, will I become hardened and stiff? Does my shell look the same, but on the inside, am I bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and a hardened heart? Or, am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water, the very circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, it releases the fragrance and flavour. If you are like the bean, when things are at their worst, you become better and change the situation around you. When the darkest hours have arrived, and the trails are present, how do you elevate these to another level? So readers, how do you handle adversity? Like the CARROT, the EGG, OR the COFFEE BEAN?"
|+ A terrible liar +|
This ex-bf of mine tried to lie to me...
I think he's been lying since I know him.. We broke up in May 2009 was it? He said it was because he been witchcrafted.. I find that hard to believe but itz actually been done in M'sia n Thailand.. Then we contacted again in August 2010.. But he didnt tell me dat he's already engaged.. Nw he told me the engagement was off as he wasnt ready.. I think that's another lie.. I dun tink the fiancee even knows he's sleeping ard on top of sleeping with her.. LoLx.. Pity her naivety.. We contacted each other again near the end of the fasting mth this yr.. He begged me to be his gf again.. I said i'll think abt it.. Then we met on 6th Sept.. Hang out.. Catch movie.. He complained of backache on 8th Sept.. Said going for massage.. I was going to meet a fwen @ City Hall as his office is at the National Library building.. Guess who i saw meeting another girl? *drumroll* Yes, dat lowlife ex-bf of mine who wanted us back together.. LoLx.. Below is our text convo.. Read on hw he keeps changing his facts.. Aint he a stupid liar? *Rolling On Floor Laughing My Fucking Ass Off* Conversation on 08-Sept-11 Time - Morning Him: I nya belakang sakit sey.. I cant really sleep.. Really really hurts.. Me: My fault ke? Him: No not ur fault.. I telling u.. Me: Ouh.. Coz dat day kn i urut ur back.. Him: Not that.. Semlm lagi sakit.. Me: Ouh.. U got do some lifting? Him: No basically i sit down.. Me: Nvr move ard? Him: I did.. But this time it kind more pain.. Haiz.. Me: Ouh.. Ciannyer.. Time - Evening Me: Eylo.. Hws ur back? Him: I go urut.. Me: Ouh.. Okie.. (after my last txt, a few mins later i saw him meeting a girl.. Our standing distance wasnt dat far, which makes me wonder hw come he nvr see me.. Haha.. Anyways.. Here's the rest of the convo..) Time - Night Me: Gi urut patne? Him: Baru habis.. Kat telok blangah.. (FYI: City Hall n Telok Blangah [Redhill] is damn far.. LoLx.. One hole in his lie..) Me: Best kn? Pegy berteman kn? Him: No lah.. Dgn my dad.. (I pity the dad being pulled into his lie.. *sad face*) Me: Ouh.. Ok.. Sape the girl? Him: The girl..? Me: Pukul 6.30pm pat City Hall MRT.. Girl wearing black shirt.. U siap bwkkn bag lagi.. Him: Apa yg siapa the girl? Me: U pikir i taq knl u dari jauh eyhk? I saw u with a girl at city hall today.. U wearing blue shirt.. Him: I wear blue? Oh.. Yes i at city hall.. Yes my bestie.. Kita gi telok blangah.. Salah ke.. U tak nafikan.. I tak hide.. Me: Ape aje la Mr _______.. Two cn play this game.. Him: Apa game sey.. Tak caya sudah.. Me: I taq naq tuduh ape yg i taq nmpk.. So i am not going to say anything else.. (If i were him, i wudnt hv bothered to explain myself even futher.. But this stupid guy still wanna be in my gd books so he clarified.. Which makes the holes in his lies even bigger.. Such a stupid arse.. LoLx..) Him: Yes.. I jumpa my friend.. (bestie nw become friend.. another hole in his lie..) Him: She knows the place.. So we meet up with my dad.. (btw, i dun see the dad.. Coz i met the dad before.. I dun see the dad anywhere..) Him: Sebab we both needed the massage.. Me: No need to explain.. I dun wanna noe.. And today, 11-Sept-2011, i found out he removed me from his FB friendlist.. What a loser.. Anyways, that's end of this story..
|+ Phase In My Life +| Why are there tears when there's no sorrow?
Why isn't my life giving me a brighter tomorrow? Why am i sad over something not dead? Why are there some doubts planted in my head? So many questions, not a single answer, It did not make me feel any better. If you are wise, you'll stay away, Coz i may do something that'll ruin your day. As i don't want to hurt or make u sad, Or worry about me until you nearly go mad, Just leave me alone, leave me to think, And don't even recommend me to some weird shrink, This is just a phase I'm going through, And just for the record, I do still love you..
|+ Another Email to Mr Gates +|
|+ Relived old times.. +| Been a long time since i update this blog.. Haha.. Havent got the time, or dunno wat to update... Here are the current events in my life... My love life with dat someone ended last year... Itz not him, itz me.. Juz dat i dun see a very bright future... For myself or for ours.... So i guess dat ending it wud be the best as i hate seeing both of us arguing, n no longer talking... We may not have ended it in gd terms but at least we were civil abt it.. From data entry clerk to planning assistant, now to "junior planner"... as the position is called... Very busy, but at least i am no longer stuck at the table doing reports... the only flaw is dat, i dun like to expedite parts dat are shortage, even though i hv the ryt to do it, and pester the buyers to pester their suppliers... in the end, they r being hostile when i keep on bothering them... haiz... pity me... June going to Langkawi, from 1st to 5th... 1st time for a proper holiday, even though not with my own family, but my cuzzies family n my lil sis.... hopefully all will go well... Two new assistants (yet again)... One is actually my age.... At last, someone to talk to... Hopefully my supervisor will be happy dat i now hv a lunch kaki to go out with other than going out with him... hahahaha.... not dat we hv anything in common anywayz... =P Nest up, my current love life... Or the lack of one... Well, I've been dating someone.. Not much dat i cn reveal abt it other than he's a divorcee n ard my parents age... Not dat i mind abt the age gap, but i wun lyk the way my family's gonna react abt it.. It feels so right... But the only flaw is, i cant cook a decent meal to save myself, let alone support a family... *blushing with embarrassment* Well sweetheart, it is abt time you learn... Start with sumtink small... Maybe his fav dish: sambal telur / sambal sotong?? Thinking abt it already makes my mouth water... So i've decided.... To learn how to cook sambal... My mum wud be so proud... Haha... =P I tink i'll log off first.. I ran out of ideas on wat to continue.. Later peepz..
|+ Happiness... +| Happiness.. Has left me alone..
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